His words is echoing in my head. I just hope that you aren't one of those people who is letting other people down. Why did he have to do this so hard? I mean I don't even know his first name! And why does he want to speak to me? I'm me, 'The freak'. What with that name doesn't he understand? It's not that im ungreatful that someone actually wants to talk to me but I don't understand why. Why me?! Me of all the people in school.
I don't know if I actually will be there. Mabye he just want to make fun of me like the rest of them. Or he actually wants to know me. I can go there only once for like five minutes. I just have to show up nothing more. So I will be there tomorrow... I think.
The next day I was so nervous. I could hardly sit without jumping around during class. What if he won't be there? What if it's only a joke that some of the others payed him too do? I can't go, but I have to see if he will be there or if... I don't know if I can do this. If it turns out to be a joke, I don't know if I'll be abel to handle it. Everyone will laugh at me.
"You will better remenber this so you can pas the test next Monday or I can't give you a grade this year", my teacher said. Wait, what test? What did I miss? Ugh, this isn't good. Time for lunch, also called as 'time for hell'. Should I go or should I stay? I promised that I would be there but I don't know if I'll go. He gave me my keys and he cant take them back so why do I have to go? I won't go and I will pretend like nothing ever happened.
The day floated away just like it used to and I didn't see him a single time. Something about it made me sad but I couldn't figure out why. On my way home I checked if I had my keys and my phone a million times. Do I have my keys? Yes. Do I have my phone? Yes, and you have one new message from an unknown number.
You let me down :(
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Hannaaaaa
24 Nov 2013 19:40
Aww... Skriv mera!!
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